Life Goes On ~ The rays of light will always be there tomorrow

Kerjer kerjer kerjer!! Oh well, this week I am on office hours till Saturday! Its good in a way, but cannot wake up late lah! Mmmm.. ari ani d CT. Ok lah, all of de staffs there ari ani aku can get along well. Pelanggan atu ramai actually, about 1 and a quarter page registered! Atu ya.. but I didnt mind at all actually, everything mcm berjalan smooth n nice.

Did my prestasi today! Arghh, actually masa kana panggil atu, since its a Monday, I am usually blurred on a Monday, especially morningz.. hehe.. kaanaa panggil, kana tanya, macam inda tantu jawapan ku, errr,, apa ah? Neway, all goes well, I think, I get a good rating la. I remember masa dulu2 startin work, two years in a row, I only managed to get 'GOOD/BAIK' my prestasi, I dunno, all these colleagues of mine get like 'VERY GOOD', hehe.. maybe I am a lousy worker by then, I dunno, but I work macam org lain juwa, do shifts cam org lain jua. Neway, am happy dat now I am rated as de other staffs.. yipee.. thankful juwa lah! Mmm.. career wise, I know am stuck in diz career for life la. Wat other job lagi kan de try? Pernah try applyin to 'Kementerian Luar Negeri' but kana reject, after dat malas tah ku lagi. Try applyin to continue my studies dulu, but 'boss' says nada kana lapas tu.. masa ani nada ramai staff! So how? Juz do lah wat u can do.. sambung nyawa nya orang.. smile, be happyy..

After work I went wif my colleague/fren to accompany her buy a bracelet for her niece. First of all!! CONGRATULATIONZ SUZAN!! Kan beradi tah Little Bear ni!! Uncle Bear very heppi!!! Papa Bear actually in Singapore for a course or something, he'll be back Thurs I think.. hehehe inda rindu ka Mama Bear?? As I said, kalau seminggu inda terasa tu, but after dat, u will!!! Speakin from experience?? Ya ka? Hehe neway, since my birthday is coming up soon, i decided to buy myself a present. A present for my birthday, from me to myself! Weird eh? alaa.. sekali sekaala, pamper urself, neway its untuk diri juwa kan.. hehe I bought myself a platinum necklace. Bali at the Mall, costs me $$$. Neway, doesnt matter hehe, am happy, neway it will lasts forever I hope! Remember someone, whom I asked if a platinum ring can be a present for my birthday?? I ave to sell myself first is de answer!! Well, a present doesnt matter to me actually, de thought is wat matters...

Someone I know is a bit down tadi. Ia terasa about something someone has mentioned regarding him. For me ah, doesnt matter wat people says bah, its only one person who says it?! But de rest doesnt think dat way bah!! I am sayin something positive! hopefully dat counts ok, does a positive and a negative makes it a null?? Kira cam magnet? Hilang de force? Cheer up man.. nothing wrong lah.. u shud be happy for wat u r doing! If u stop its becoz u lose interest or malas, hehe, maybe cam aku juwa nanti ni, not becoz of people sayin u has to stop!! Mmm.. true! ( macam poyo saja aku ani!)

Watched 'Charlie and the Chocolate factory' on dvd. Roald Dahl is de writer of de book which de movie is based on. Actually my fave ever book is 'BOY' by this author!! Its fantastic.. everyone shud read dat book!! Well, in de movie,'Charllie n de chocolate factory' - Johny Depp ( remember Edward Scissorhands?) plays one of de lead character.. err is Willy Wonka supposee to be gei? Well, he sounds n acts gayish to me. Hehee.. overall a good movie la.